starting to come to an end...

and i'm not quite sure how i feel about it. today was my last day of track, and although my jumping was quite frankly, crappy, and i did not progress on to CIF, i feel pretty much at peace about it. nothing like when tennis ended and i was crying my eyes out haha. anyways...i think for one, i was pretty ready to be done with track as it is nearing the school year and most of the time i'm pretty ready to be done with school too. for another thing, i don't think it has really completely hit me that it is over.
the weirder thing is that it hasn't really hit me that we are graduating in five weeks, but yet it still seems so far in the future. but, as the course of the year has gone on, i have changed my tune. at the beginning i seem to remember saying that i didn't know how i was going to be ready to graduate by the end of this year. well, now i have quite different feelings on that subject. for one, college isn't so intimidating since i know where i'm going now and i have some awesome people going with me. for another, i was thinking the other day how much most of my class really annoys me. like i have maybe six or seven people that i think i might stay in touch with and other than that, good riddance. sounds harsh, but it's the truth. this might sound kinda weird, but i know for a fact that at least two of my friends agree with me on this; instead of missing my classmates and peers, i really believe that i will miss my teachers more. i think they have made my experience in high school what it was. obviously i wouldn't miss all of them, but people like ms. admiraal, mrs. cortes, mr. bras, mr. tamminga etc... i will really miss.
well, enough on the subject of my being ready to move on because the reality is that i need to focus on enjoying every minute of my life to the fullest.

sunday i went to disneyland with amy and my family, which was a blast. amy and i went off and did our own thing and then met my parents with katie for dinner after we were soaking wet from splash mt. (amy made me sit in the very front ha). there were a lot of goth people there, which was kinda strange...i thought it was marilyn manson's birthday or something, but we never did find out what was going on. whatever.
today i had my AP literature exam, which was oh so much fun. 3 fun filled hours of multiple choice and essays! yes! no, i guess it wasn't too bad and seeing as i couldn't care less about it and didn't put an ounce of studying in, i'm not too concerned if i get college credit or not for it.
well, other than that, nothing too exciting has been happening. i'm looking for a job now, so i can make some money over the summer. so, i'll keep ya'll posted on what happens with that...i know you can't wait, right.

thanks for reading!