"success is the sum of many small efforts"

i have a bunch to update on, but i am really tired and not in the mood to update about my weekend.
today was...interesting.
school was great and then ever since i got home i just feel irritated. no one did anything and i'm not irritated with my family or anyone. i don't know, maybe i'm just tired.
track and tennis back to back wasn't a good decision, but i did play some AMAZING tennis, which boosted my mood, for a while at least.
i also got lectured by mrs. kors at track because she heard we were laying on the mat on friday. when she asked me if that were true, i told her to truth and said that we only hung out on the mat after we had done our drills. but, she told me to not let it happen again and that if it does she is going to have to get someone out there when our coach isn't there to monitor us. i think that is mostly what threw my day off. i keep thinking about that comment and i feel guilty. i know i'm supposed to be responsible and keep us on task when coach isn't there, but the thing is, i didn't know we were doing anything wrong. i thought that since we had finished our workout it was okay to relax a bit, and since none of the other coaches told us that we were supposed to be doing something. plus it was a friday practice and we hadn't had school that day, so it was bound to be more relaxed, right? oh well, what's done is done; i just wish i didn't feel like i let someone down (and i'm not talking about mrs. kors). i guess failure is all part of the learning process though. it takes time and effort before one can finally succeed.
thanks for letting me vent a bit. i do actually feel a lot better now.

next post will be a happier one, i promise